Never in my life I thought you would be like this„ you don’t love me! You can’t love me! No No No is all I get there isn’t anything I can do„ I try my hardest but you keep pushing me away„ I know you have someone. But your starting to break your promise, ” I will never be like the other girls ” All I have to say is I told you so „ I tried my hardest to keep you close but you push me away and away To the side „ don’t you see how it’s hurting me ? But you keep doing it again and again you can’t see how much pain and suffering I’m going through and your just normal about it. I’m going now………
I’ll always walk alone No matter what I do Like a long road Through the desert Hallucinations when u believe
Some one who gets into you’r heart
Makes it warm and cozy just decides
To walk out and break everything on the inside how ? Why ? What ? When ? Where ? So many questions so many reasons the good times the fun times the happy times the funny times the smart times the playful times loving times romantic times sexual times the warming times all the times we shared will just be thrown away? Sometimes I can’t give some answers what more can I do ? My best is always my best why can’t anyone see ? My smiles were never fake my words were never pretend and my love was real . But but how do I know what’s real and what’s lies ? Everything that’s being said everything that’s going to be said how do I know the real from fake ? Truth from lies ? Love from hatred ? Things can’t always be how you want but why can’t you have one little weight on the scale to tip things into this direction is it that hard to ask for once in a while. Just a little bit of happiness but nope nothing at all . My fault is my fault I admit that I can be changed but I can’t always say the right thing I can’t always be there I can’t always be happy I can’t always involve myself I can’t always be the perfect hero in a mask and cape all I can be is Colin! …. But the story of the day is why I LIVE or have LIVES well honestly I don’t have one because if you get rid of the “V” thats the truth!! WHY LIVE LIKE THIS WHEN YOU HAVE NOTHING TO LIVE FOR ?